999 dances
I have been collecting your dances in your words since 2010. They are your dances that you do throughout your day, how you feel, what you make of the world. I am reminded that life is choreography and all movement is a dance and everything moves all the time.
999 dances
Dancing in dark skin
make my body big enough for my heart
making the bed every day for as long as I want to
let it all out
tracking where I am in the room in relation to you
oh shit said i’d do that
accumulated movement from my bones
excruciate
Wounded by the theater (the theater of childhood, the theater of capitalism, the theater of theater)
hair pulling (trichotillomania)
do i stay or do i go
movement idea and solution that I created that is claimed to be the choreography of the person in the front of the room
sad
almost silent, skirted by magazines
painful
connexion with an african root
applying to college
scared shitless everyone think I’m not good enough but do it anyway
swing around the pole
trying to imitate what the **** my upstairs neighbors must be doing to make that noise
Anime with hentai
This ice is slippery
liquid spacial illusion
tap into that deep despair dance, but really all I want to do is the robot
born honey smoke
Break the floor
I’m turning on my lover
fuck I had a panic attack after that solo
anxiety shuffle
I totally fucked up publicaly and had to deal with the crisis of feeling ostracized as opposed to interrogating the oppression they were accusing me of
get the thing you got coming to you
elastic snapping
cooking platanos
Figure 8
crazy two-step that instantly makes my dogs bark madly every time
all is right in the world
Alone in my room
eternal back and forth aversion want
gallery-hop
make my baby laugh
medical dosimetry
evolution of pelvic worlds
doppel-face sacred
bounce a baby on an exercise ball while eating soup
anything
dance on the edge
I’m gonna shit if I don’t pass you
foot in mouth
tongue and cheek
I want to cut off my legs
I just need to move my body in this weird way
something to prove
I can’t think of anything to say
copy/paste
Nancy Stark Smith alternate hip lifting, braid swinging
impression of my father
letting go
politely rebellious
Forever
jammy
Timeless disbelief walking through a tall grass prairie with thousands of damselflies on gossamer wings mating
Timeless disbelief walking through a tall grass prairie with thousands of damselflies on gossamer wings mating
super post-modern (aka pretentious)
mourning the crumbling of my soul
saddest
traveling and learning and teaching
bitter cake
I have to be done with this now
my sister died, my girl friend left me and I fired a friend all in 12 hours roll
twirling
neck and tongue
drinking coffee
sexy walk
love myself, separate from myself, hate myself, find myself, love myself
telling you the story you need to hear
consoling a lover
Loving a mystery
fandango
haven’t seen you in 5 years
Token digital
robot
Oedipus Rex
walking on the wall
dance on a snowflake
motherhood
generally anticapitalist
unbearable lightness of being dance
SLEEPING WITH MY MOUTH OPEN
dodo
I dreamt I lost all my bones
pee
red caboose
caboose
fun
petty noir
let it all go
i have a business license
Do I Need To Be Funny Death Dance
dog just knocked over my coffee onto my favorite kilim rug while trying to get out the door for work and running late
no more sad nights
Dance of being able to
grindr
I am having fun!
saying goodnight to the sun in the desert
in bed and compulsively checking email
I’m hungry and stumbing toward lunch
THE DANCE ON CLAY
sausage party dance
this body is a force of nature
i’m OVER it
nail chew
Being something is the dance
Technological ennui
I passed my exam
studying for an exam while the baby is sick
MDMA INSPIRED DAYBREAK
the shower dance
First time Limon in the afternoon
drying my feet
watching-professionals-and-being-amazed while you
waiting for the water to warm for my tea ’cause i’m cold
daintily taking of my underwear
moving to the mirror in my head
logical logistics to enlighten happiness
walking next to her for the first time dance
sandbar spinning till you fall down
touch myself the way i would touch you
An improv to conger anger and formed out of compassion
An Improv as a vehicle to conger anger built out of compassion
dating San Francisco dance
when my grandchildren give me a huge smile and a hug dance! Now a third in the mix, yeah!
Xiao Chai Hu Tang
the baby needs to fall asleep
funky walking dance
dance like you just don’t care
too stoned to dance
solstice celebration earth
This dance is about…
involuntary twith i do while watching othet people dance
wine tasting dance
jump in the sunshine on the beach dance
last week on ice
holding my farts in
holding my farts in while i
residual energy, reoccuring memories
beat it
skin meets texture imagined
laying ontop of my lover/edges blurred
disco is my weakness
avoidance of physical collapse
A crazy dance for my kids when they were little, bouncing off the walls and across table tops. They wet themselves.
Staring at the ladybug with my child but have to pee dance
dancing like my arms are in the air even when they’re not
doing thinking doing
man simply dancing on the street
Toddler dance party
octopus flailing its tentacles
full mooooon howl dance.
fuck you i can do this sweet abandonment
make way for pedestrians when bicycling on the sidewalk
we are a team, remember?
fluid gyration led by the heart
Whirling colors of movement in and out of control, this is my
greeting and getting along
I believe that children are our future
fooling around in the bathtub
love growl dance
anything754.flying by the seat of my pants
ergonomic stretch
playfully torturing my dog Daisy
no one’s around, so I can do what I want
can’t hold it any longer
i’ve tried to carry in all of my heavy bags from the car in one trip
Mississippi mudbut
egg beater, shifting hips back and forth while stirring the batter with my big ivisiblre spoon.
Playing with the Sea Goddess
wiggling for joy
jump around in your room to your favorite band, trying to pretend you’re not sick
taco dance
cliff, big sur, pencil & paper score, grandmother’s ashes, rising tide.
walking down a hall that is way too long with a coworker coming the other way
tired but determined
excorcism of a past wound
sensing connections
angst of waiting
Epic Gratitude Heart Wide Open Joy Dance
overwhelmed and unsure
bust it wide open
aching neck and shoulders
un-schrunching shoulders
Subtle Subway Sway
collapsing ribs
wiggle shuffle want to die
hemorrhoid dance
avoiding going crazy
reconstruction of psycho-a-go-go dance
waiting for the bus
flailing in an attempt to headbang
falling up the stairs
freedom with restrication
Alice Walker Hard TImes Require Furious DAncing Dance
passion tango
above the arctic circle drinking champagne as the sun is always up
dissapearing dance
fuck in half
dance you do while not moving sitting in a chair watching other people dance.
working on growing up
dance of spiders cracking eggs in the rain
kick up your heels and breathe
soul dance
Tahni Tehnia
dance of cannot
dance because it’s expected of you
pee pee
l a feel good, release energy dance
Liking Tahni Holt
slow down
searching for the right words
broken love-doll robot
mystic spiral
the 9 year old in 1980 Phil Collins
stay away
way too primal for the parents
log in the surf
water the plants
in the middle of a crowd, by accident
holy cow you are dead right here right now
booyashaka jing jing mambo
depressed and searching
xhurch dance
i still think about
Drunker than Hell, I need to stop doing this to myself
maybe this third cup of coffee will help me decide what to do with my life
not so hot at petit allegro but doing it anyway
attempt to mimic Oliver Hardy dance — comic, loose, large but careful
diagonal and sideways zipper
love is holding and also holding back
alone in basement
brain dance
way too fast
I only get to be with my children 3 1/2 days a week, being a single mom hurts so much I want to commit Hari Kari but don’t because their dad is an ass dance
I wanna go home dance
found a meeting place and wont ever leave realizing I never knew, but it’s better that way
mango chutney
heavy heart
sleeping in
slow printer impatience dance, with imaginary maracas
black swan
free from religion shimmyshake
mint tea drinking
make over take
good to back among okies
widow at a wedding
love feels good
walking past something you wish you had picked up then trying decide whether to go back
walking backwards on the train
jumped out the window the house was on fire dance
breathe and breathe and breathe and stretch
that one move you do where you jump through your leg whilst holdin your other foot…
trying to make serious, honest art, while navigating the absurdity of political correctitude is like the Jishi, Kabuki Lion
i want so much i want nothing
merengue in Mexico under the influence of mezcal
tea with Tahni
Grinding at a barmitzvah
heart pounding with joy
dance with my dad to old r+b on a boombox on a summer night dance
carrying a heavy box up stairs
shake my sillys out
the my grandparents say they won’t help me buy a house because they don’t have much confidence in the direction I’m going with my life dance
shave without the blade
quiet piece for tiny things
concussion pain
the dance after the very last
i never heard this r. kelly song (freaky in the club) before
first time you saw me get like this
fine line between too passionate to fail and too much to handle
naked in a snowstorm
messy flapper
cutting colorful vegetables
I displayed my genitals to a group of young people.
the i’m-free dance
loose in the hinges
i would have made a really great stripper
unexpected and profound
tango fandango dance
im going to jump a little to the left a little to the right and then hit the floor like the worm
the “shoot me up” – tapping on your forearm like your finding your vein dance
“the diffuser”… grooving to the tunes with your head bent all the way down, while you play with your hair
everyone but me likes this
stiff shoulder I don’t wanna get close
kill that devil pride
gummy bears and beer
the kind where you just don’t care
if my movements are small enough, they won’t notice I’m dancing
like a hyper 12 yr old girl
it’s okay it’s okay
the side hustle
I just fell in love and planned our future with the stranger on the bus
walking on water on fountain on sidewalk
I’m doing this because it feels good
mini mushroom spotted tears
forward retreat forward retreat stab stab forward retreat i’ll love you from over here
yes yes yes
getting my groove on
left leg twitch, tweak my back out k-fed dance
this snitch is a bitch dance dance
wondering why my floor is shaking so much
sunday’s wash is dripping
Snow
shake it off, shake it off, I’m OK alone
incubating hunch are you alive, you are alive,your husband wrapped a telephone chord around your neck, where are you my friend
inside the light of a leaf
all night in quito apartments cuba libre salsa
wild hay loft spoon playing old time grapevine twist
post trauma glad to be alive spontaneous
magic
bring the noise not the hype
wishing i were blond again
body to blues dance forgetting age loving youth feeling rhythm
should i or should i not
wanting to be young and carefree again
(twitterpated) he is on his way to my house
mourning dance; empty arms, heavy heart
dance of mourning; embracing what is gone, empty arms, heavy heart
falling asleep – twitching until not awake
everybody else is dancing i better dance
wishing you were here
hi I’m river phoenix
butt kicker
i’m small enough to fit into a pocket and be carried around like a found treasure
HO-KO-BO-KO
everyday dance
“hope she notices”
I don’t dance but your so beautiful I’m gonna have to try dance
White rocks (on stage) that represent the crossings of life’s paths literally and metaphorically
woopy woopy
i am in an amusment park
kitchen
get both revved up and calm backstage before a theatrical performance
catatonia
take a little sunshine, put it in your pocket
pulling a bucket of water from a deep well in Africa
mashed potato
experimental, tons of it!
jenerette two-step down in lafayette, louisiana
gotta pee like a racehorse
dance of checking in on things in my room
secret apartment
“Blessing the Congregation”
the “I better dance or I’ll cry” dance
clicking and swirling on office chairs in the east village
dance around the word dance
walking curve of the Portland airport skybridge
I am tired of ego
i’m gonna show you how
my heart is my compass
i drank too much espresso
charlie brown – oh i’m so excited about that
cat is hungry
doing absolutely nothing
jheeeey
eating apples
world’s worst dancer
SHOUT OUT WORLD DANCE!
spontaneous
the moondance
“play like a kid”
pteradactyl dance, in which I was coming down off the best acid trip with my boyfriend who played reverb guitar in college, and I walked home woth the amp strapped to my army pack which mademe walk in this dinosaurish way, gallumphing down to his apt where we didn’t fuck because we didn’t really know how
always making more
writing a resume
getting out of the shower
nose to spite the face
dog humping the air
weight of levity and how hard it is to be free
corporate cubical living is eating my soul zombie
i could kill you/fuck you
noticing my clothes being blown by the wind
nobody’s watching except your best friend and you’re both slightly inebriated and are doing the goofiest things to make each other laugh
look at me/ don’t look at me
delicate balance of personal / professional / aspirational
canard
doing the salsa with an affable whore in Neiva (Colombia)
doing the salsa with an affable whore in Neiva (Colombia) in 1969
eyes squeezed shut arms in the air
rocks against my head
being stared at by child-adults stoned and scared with a basketball
eyes closed, hoodie up, “here’s our chance to dance our way / out of our constrictions (feet don’t fail me now)
The “I can’t wait to see him again”
why do I never dance
visiting this site and adding a dance dance dance
This is what I was made to do; Shimmy Shimmy
almost got it but never really inhabited it fully or found the right sound, liked the costume,but otherwise like Moby Dick it’s the one that got away.
untangle my birds nest
extra silly heart not quite in it dance with a room full of toddlers wishing they would play Beyonce instead of Raffi
joyful dance with uncertainty..being here now!
launching prodigals
poverty slam
awkward teen beginner’s ballet class with my Mom (who can)
nervous make-believe
if I had to walk in ballet poses
yes please
puppy dog shuffle
drunkeninspiredmambosolo
whoa, hey, I’m still here
how do I become untrapped
coughing so much it hurts my ribs
the “search for something truly inspiring” dance as opposed to my usual “sad things are as shallow as I hoped they weren’t”
gomer pyle
get me out of here
gratitude
jeez, I need to move around more
i didn’t know her well and now i never will
i had this obsession at 10 years old or so with getting down a turn with hip/leg fully flexed (you hold it above your head) where I took it all the way into the splits:) (completely impossible & very funny to realize:))
my friend just died I can’t believe it
dying dog dance, the essence of my old dog Gus swooshes into my body his legs in my arms&legs his head in my head away we go me dancing him he dancing me
I got a new bike
trying to catch something i just dropped on my foot to keep it from hitting the floor too hard
I smell good
these broken damn shoes on this damn concrete
geez I need to pee
opening and sorting the mail
opening the mail
elephant in the room
two kids, wife busy business
Elegancy of the Walz
my half-drunk-on-red-wine, with bjork music playing, in my kitchen, in private, more graceful than if i were on a stage
hi
pivoting from the sink to the cutting board, vegetables in hand
noodle. (a variation of early break dancing)
funny
twitch
hop from the van, spin, shut door with foot
the I DON’T CARE HOW I LOOK, I LOVE THIS MUSIC AND I’M GONNA DANCE
anything you do has my heart, and I met you so softly you could not hear my attraction but I’m such a fool for this newfound crush, I can feel the earth spin
anything you do has my heart, and I met you so softly you could not hear my attraction
anything you do has my heart, and I met you softly
anything you do has my heart
citrinitas
shut up and dance
making fun of the superiority dance
meow
wake up with regret and sweet cream
go to hospital, split in two, go home a mother
sweaty soul makeout with a stranger even though I have a boyfriend
baby dear, just born
no one is watching, pretend i am 5 years old
rolling around on the ground in filth and crawling between legs
pinky thumb tigerclaw
pinky thumb tigerclaw look back receive candy slap leg ward away the devil and chant
hovering around the stovetop
sad i am crying and don’t know how to go on
on my own again angry and strong
where-are-my-fucking-KEYS
if only i had a space and a harpsichordist to play bach for me
sidestep the truth
tick-bit girl
nothing
7th grade cotillion
spin until you drop
hang the saucepan carefully
wearing a showercap while feeding the cat
legs of lead
menstruation
the sphere of energy shared with a friend
swoon at the moon
a disco competition to Donna Summer’s last
mexican congo zombification
falling down
it’s a nice day let’s go out and play
dance everyday as a creative act
ascending timeless
post performance pained sleep
relationship between this and that, how do they talk to each other, influence each other
didn’t realize what I said was completely wrong, so I will distract you with my goofiness
cartop coffee safe arrival home
DILLOM
i got drunk and danced and reinjured my sprained knee
flooding the basement with love
Finding out Tahni Holt is still as adorable and outgoing as she was in high school
Elaine Benes from Sienfeld
dancy
i hate you, don’t leave me
how did I end up as this adult
i don’t want to change another poopy diaper
naked To the north, to the north, to the north in goneness I dance homeward.
michael jackson
hugging my grandma a few extra moments in case it is the last time
the “open”
art has ruined my life
yummy food
this is my story (the one i kinda have to tell)
we fought in so many ways
giving of myself without giving myself away
iamtired
i’m getting married today
in-the-now-or-never live dance
skipping 30 year old
I don’t get to MOVE enough
slide through the sheets
moshpit
pregnant belly striptease
molecule
running in the czech woods
the post piss willies dance….you know the one.
funk
sfdf
adfw
oh, that one time when i was i was 7 at the lake of the ozarks clog type dance with overalls jean skirt outfit and perm
scratch your eyeball
getting rid of my 5-year-old’s stir-crazies to the tune of No Doubt
reviving power of dance
word
moving, sexing, complicated
little danceroo
last scene closes
this-is-all-i-can-afford-for-our-anniversary
my neck is stiff but my soul feels good
cleaning my room
acting like a giant over the grade school water fountain
cant feel my legs yet dance oh there they are
sneaky car dance when no one is looking
cramps
i am
white girls CAN dance
go
making Matthias laugh
going through every song in itunes/ inner
ancestor’s
feeling all the little muscles you’ve forgotten
OMFG
providing on outlet for openness and centered excitement through
hangover shakeover
cha cha cha
had one too many
dance to avoid talking to people
pleasure to: seek, listen, stay in, undertand to an almost unstainable point the internal impulses, tugs, demands, heat, vibrations accompanied by emotional exposure. that is my
this friday is just to long
primal
I closed my eyes
leaping like an elephant
meeting a Francis Bacon painting in a crowded museum
bored with everything, everyone
struggle to kick an addiction
twitching in my seat, this dance is so good
out of necessity
i just got a letter
vacuuming
aggressively passive
hippie chick
iuhh
kitty thinks my feet are prey
what are you doing daddy?
dance that only exists in dressing rooms
wooden floor tap
i wish i could kick higher
reaching for something that has always been within
underwater
fake
break
TRYING TO SHRED HARDER AND FASTER THAN ANYONE
I have to pee
Every move I make… in striving for ulitmate harmony
on going gestures, glides and slides of life
“danse molle”
I can’t wait any longer
new bike shoulder scrunch
moving only one joint